Things I've never said and felt before

When I first met him, I couldn't believe my eyes. I instantaneously fell in love with the purest form of the souls I had ever seen. He is like an angel for me. The honesty and innocence in his eyes makes me go weak on my knees. He is a gem of a person, with a heart of gold. The more I got to know him, the stronger my feelings grew, day by day. Whenever I go to meet him, I wanna look my best for him and hence that extra layer of Kajal and lip gloss. I've started feeling beautiful from within. I can see a glow on my face, which is all because of his love. Life never seemed so good. He is always on my mind, no matter what I'm doing. I keep smiling for no reason. He has given me some of the best moments of my life. No guy has ever made me feel the way he does. His presence is enough to make me feel ecstatic. I can't explain how it felt when he first took my hands in his own, hugged me tightly and kissed me on my forehead. His touch makes me feel that I belong to him, just him. I would never wanna let him go. I wanna experience all the colors of life with him. I wanna hold his hand and see the world. Because when he is by my side, everything seems alright. I don't know if life would be perfect with him, but I'm sure that we both would make it perfect by being together and like a team, we'll face all the challenges. We'll have the best times of our lives together. I will love him forever and always. 

My first ever post...:)

So, finally I thought of doing something which interests me...and that is writing. I came to know about this side of mine when I used to write those articles and speeches in the "writing section" of our English papers in school. But after school, life changed so much that i didn't get a chance to persuade any of my interests. I always wanted to do something in life which i enjoy doing. But then, things i enjoyed doing couldn't guarantee a livelihood may be. I personally believe that one can have the courage to fight against all odds and pursue one's interest as a profession only when one is exceptionally good in that field. Mediocrity is too dangerous and risky for that matter. Like, i simply love music...be it in any form. I can remember the lyrics of a HUGE number of songs (i wish i could do that with my text books), love to sing (thought not publicly), i love to play the piano (though i haven't learnt it from anywhere) and would love to learn mixing music (i have tried my hands on a few DJ-mixing softwares). But how could I ever think of translating any of the above interests into my profession. That's where my problem lies. I enjoy doing so many things but I feel that I cannot do any of those perfectly. In simple words, "Jack of all trades and Master of none"....that's what I call myself. So, being a mediocre child since birth, in every field possible, i didn't have many options....rather i didn't have the guts to even think of doing something beyond the conventional boundaries. So like majority of others, I entered this majestic world of engineering...not because I wanted to become one but just because I had no other choice. I am an engineer by chance, NOT BY CHOICE. Life used to be so simple and uncomplicated before stepping into this new world. BUT once i entered the gates of NSIT, things changed drastically for me. My entire life took a 180 degree turn. How the things changed for me, were those changes for good or bad and how those changes helped me to become a better person altogether, that's what I intend to discuss in this blog. As the name of the blog is itself "LIFE IS TOUGH", so I plan to unravel my journey to come to this conclusion. Hope I will succeed in this new endeavor...